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July 17, 2010
This has been an awesome journey, one that I would not have asked for but one I was blessed to walk. I have 4 more radiations left and looking back it has been 7 months of treatments and surgeries. I can’t believe I made it through. It was only through God using all of you and Himself walking hand and hand with me. God never let me look to far ahead. He was my helper day-to-day. I would awake everyday and we would talk and talk about what I expected out of the day. I told him I can do nothing without him. Just like the verse says, John 15:5 “I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.” I knew for the first time in my life that he was truly directing my path and I needed to stay in touch with him to know the next step as well as keeping my emotions in line with His. I have had some wonderful encounters with the Lord that one day I can’t wait to share. Those encounters encouraged me as well as strengthened my faith. God never left me in the dark, he always shined his brightest light on me. He let me know early on that I was going to be fine and after that I never questioned my mortality. I walked with such faith in knowing that he never breaks his promises and that he would see me through to the end. Isaiah 59: 1 ” Surely the arm of the Lord is not too short to save, nor his ear too dull to hear.”
As I wind down this incredible journey, I wander how can I ever repay my sweet Lord. I will continue to keep my eyes and ears open to know where He wants me next. In his words he has always said that we are to go out and help those that are also in need. Only God knows what is next but, I will be waiting!
Have a great day – Love, Lisa
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July 1, 2010
I have 3 more weeks of radiation and then I’m through!! I will celebrate by heading to Pontevedra, Fla. Let’s hope the oil spill never arrives. I have thrown away my scarves and I am now sporting a buzz cut. My hair looks like this baby chicks fuzz on top. I have been shopping standing right next to someone I know and they have no idea it is me. I am sort of proud of the little bit that I have now. So in the future, make sure you look at the face of someone who has tiny hair because it could be me!!!!!!!!
I have developed a rash on my chest from the radiation. All I want to do is itch it but, that is a “ No No”. The skin is so tender that if I did I could tear the skin. They are holding off 2 days of hitting those spots, to give it a rest. I have told some tricks to keep it under control. I really do like my Doctor because he is known to not let it ever get to a blister stage.
I was just given a wonderful book called “Radiation Rhema” from Carolyne Hart. She also went through all the same treatments for her breast cancer. For each day of radiation treatment she asked God to show her scriptures along with photographs to help seal them in her heart. I have just started it and I believe it will be a great visual of the scriptures. It blows me away to see how God uses each of us to help others. To me there is no greater calling than to help God’s kingdom, even though you would not have chosen that particular trail. Only God knows what we can endure even though we think we can’t. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13
I also wanted to ask for prayer once again for Deborah. She has breast cancer and is now dealing with having to have surgery on her teeth. This was caused by the antibiotic she was taking for an infection on her breast. She is struggling financially and fearful of the outcome. Please pray for her to let go of fear and trust that God will see her through.
Have a wonderful 4th of July and stay safe – Love, Lisa
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June 16, 2010
Today as I layed on the table for radiation, I was so aware of the green and red light. I caught myself wanting to control the radiation that comes out, that I closed my eyes when the red light came on and just prayed for it to be over with. I have always been that way my entire life, until this year. When anything bad happened to me or my family I would get impatient and want it to hurry up and be over with. There have been times with my family when I wanted God to hurry up and deliver us from a situation. I wanted to go in and just fix it because I thought I knew what was best. But the more and more I drew closer to God, the more and more I saw that it was a process for me or my loved ones to be made. I knew God had healed me of the cancer but, he chose for me to still go through the whole process of the treatments. I see that if I hadn’t, I would have never had this wonderful bond with God and that I would not have been able relate to others that had to also go through.
This has shown me that I am not in control and that I have to wait on God for everything. It has helped me to be patient and believe God for the miracle he has for my son in his timing. That I don’t always know what God is up to when He seems so silent and things don’t change in my timing. I find myself leaning even harder in my faith that God will bring it to pass. Romans 8 : 25 ” But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.”
Have a great day – Love, Lisa
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June 14, 2010
Trumpas Church, Trumpas New Mexico
I finished a week of radiation and it was not bad at all!!! I am now situated in the needed position for my treatments. I feel very confident that the Lord is with the Tech & I everyday, which is a great feeling. It reminds me of the verse Proverbs 3:26 ” for the Lord will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being snared”. The verse is just wonderful.
I met a man in radiation that has throat cancer. He comes in everyday with a smile on his face and Friday we spoke. He will be finished with his treatment in the upcoming week. Strangely enough, I will miss him because he was the one in our group who always sat and quietly smiled without speaking. I oddly found a comfort in him. I told him I had a good male friend who also had throat cancer. He was so curious to hear how he was doing. I was excited to tell him he was doing great and had over come the cancer. You could just feel him light up with joy and the hope that he too would have that same out come. Aren’t we all like that, wanting to be able to hear a testimony that has a fabulous outcome. I see why Jesus talked about how important it was to tell our testimony to others, so we could build them up in faith. I have always loved the story about this young man. Luke 8: 35 -36 and 38 -39 - ” and the people went out to see what had happened. When they came to Jesus, they found the man from whom the demons had gone out, sitting at Jesus’ feet, dressed and in his right mind; and they were afraid. Those who had seen it told the people how the demon-possessed man had been cured. The man from whom the demons had gone out begged to go with him, but Jesus sent him away, saying, “Return home and tell how much God has done for you”. This confirms to me that God wants us to help others who are going through painful times by telling our testimonies. By doing this we can give them hope in their situation.
Have a great day – Love, Lisa
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June 10, 2010
Well I have had 3 radiations now. It is so strange with the machine going all around you, getting close up and then far way. I have to stay real still, with my arms above my head. As I lay there I pray for God to protect my body from the bad burns and the lasting effect that radiation can have. I find peace as I do this and keep my eye on the green and red light which tells when it begins and when it ends. Every other day they lay a second skin on my chest and then shoot the radiation. I was so excited because I thought it was to protect my skin. I was wrong because the second skin is used to heat the radiation up even more in your body to make it more effective.
As I sat and waited for my treatment, I looked around at all the people waiting their turn. The women were just like me “bald”, the men were not. I assumed the women had chemo to treat their breast cancer. I would have never believed a year ago that I would be in this group. Our group is a different group some smile, some talk nervously, some stare off and some seem sad. We women look like we were in a concentration camp, all with the same length of fuss on top. I think the same women receive radiation at this time everyday so I hope to get to know everyone. I will be a member of this group for the next seven weeks. And I told God today what an awesome group it is, it is special one I thought I would never be a member of.
1 Peter 4:8 -11 – ” Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God’s grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God.” Have a great day – Lisa
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June 7, 2010
Please note I wrote this entry only to express the emotions radiation conjures, not for anyone to feel sympathic towards me so read with open heart and mind.
I went for my radiation dress rehearsal, to make sure the machine was perfectly lined up. When I arrived, they told me that I wasn’t going to be able to hold my breath during the procedure. Tuesday’s tests revealed that when I held my breath it was not enough to help separate my heart from my chest so the dress rehearsal was a lot more detailed. The doctors reported they were going to have to go in at a much more severe angle because of my breathing.
I have to say I was o.k. up to that point. I layed on the table and 3 male Doctor’s came in and 1 female. They had me remove my gown on my left side. That is when I got sad and a little bit humiliated. I know it is their job and they don’t even think twice about it, but I did. I layed there open chested with a big scar. I felt so embarrassed because as a women we take a certain pride in our body and that day I felt like less of a woman. Since then I feel we need more female doctors for women with breast cancer. It is so tragic to loose a breast and then to have to expose it like that was sad to me. Anyways, for the next 7 weeks I will be going through radiation under these humiliating circumstances, but in the future I will bring in my spiritual armor to see me through.
I hope you all had a good weekend. Love to all – Lisa
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May 31, 2010
It has been awhile since I have posted on the pinky and I have missed it. I am sitting outside on my porch watching a sweet hummingbird drink from the feeder. It amazes me everyday what I see in God’s creation. How did he even think up a hummingbird!!
I will go to talk to the head of radiology on Tuesday, we will talk about when to start and how much. I am fine with doing radiation because once again I know God will be with me. I came across a verse that really helped me understand the purpose of me going through this illness. 2 Corinthians 1:4 - “God comforts us in all our afflictions, so that we can comfort those in any affliction with the comfort we ourselves have received from God”. Wow, that made me once again see the plan God has. I feel so honored to be able to be used by God to comfort someone else that will be going through. Isn’t that why we are here but, to help other? Through God’s comfort he gives us strength, encouragement and hope to deal with our suffering. It truly wasn’t until I gave him everything I was dealing with, that I was able to feel his comfort. So with the radiation I will walk with our Lord knowing he will see it through and I will not fear. I believe that is the only way we can make it through this life and get to the other side. That alone comforts me.
My hair is slowly growing back so more than likely, I will get Jackie to highlight and cut my wig for the wedding. Ansley is friends with the wedding photographer who took the photo’s of John Kennedy Jr.’s wedding on Cumberland Island. He as a special favor for Ansley, will be taking the photographs for her wedding. She is so excited and can’t wait to have all those wonderful photos. I can see it now, Ansley will be dragging me up to him every chance she has to get our picture. Oh well, she only gets married once and I will just cut my picture out of all the photographs (just kidding)! We are all so excited that everything for the wedding is coming together.
Have a great day and I will post soon – Love, Lisa
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April 1, 2010
Wednesday was a beautiful day. I believe it has been one of our best days!! I couldn’t wait to get out there to pray and see where God would lead me. Oddly enough I sometimes have my bible, close my eyes, and let it fall open to a page. I then believe this is what God has to say to me. I will read the whole page and continue until something rings true to me. Sometimes I immediately understand what he is saying and sometimes I have to marinade for a while and then” wow” it really starts to make sense. God will have me really think about it in the context of my life. That is how he speaks to me sometimes. And boy! do I love that because his words are so powerful and speak right to my heart.
Well, this day I prayed and then let the bible open up. I am being honest, I really didn’t like where it opened up, Revelations – I don’t understand what it says a lot of the time so I avoid it. Well Revelation 3; 14-22, thank goodness for the explanation underneath. As I began to read this it struck me how it really does pertain to me and my life. I have always read that God doesn’t like lukewarm christians. How some don’t take a stand for anything; indifference can led to idleness. And I can relate because all my life it was hard for me to take a stand in fear of what others thought. God talks about how he knocks at our door and is standing there. He says if anyone opens He will come in and eat with him, and he with me. What a sweet Father that just wants us to be bold for Him, while walking with us all the while. The other thing that struck me was verse 18 – when Paul talked about the salve to put on your eyes, so you can see. Well, it was explained that the Town Laodicea prided itself on its precious eye salve that healed many eye problems – but Christ told them to get medicine from him to heal their eyes so they could see the truth. Awesome!!
Love you all, Lisa
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March 29, 2010
This is Alice in the orphanage.
I have been in Uganda now for two weeks. We have been enjoying every second and working hard. The movie is taking on new directions and shooting is going very well. I have interviewed over twenty women and have been working everyday with a wonderful woman named Alice who is my narrator and one of the main characters. I call her my Morgan Freemen in Mothers of a Nation. She is a wise soul with a lot of humor and strength. She has become the backbone to the film. She played apart in the short and is the voice that bookends the first movie.
Rafe and I have also been visiting all the garden projects from last year, which we are excited to say are all doing so great. He has helped build two more community gardens for two women’s group through UAPO with the help of our friend Patrick. Patrick has become an expert Ugandan organic farmer and has started so many amazing farming projects this past year. It has been great to see how organic farming has evolved since we have been gone. We are continuously learning so much from this beautiful country and its people.
Rafe and I have spent our free time catching up with friends and spending time on the river. We have been celebrating our engagement with all our friends over here, which has been a blast. We enjoy life in Jinja so much and hope our time here continues throughout our marriage. We are part of such a wonderful community that we have missed so much while away.
I have kept up with Mom through phone calls and emails. She seems to still be doing great and has positive reports on her recovery. Rafe and I are so excited that she will be joining us in Jackson for wedding planning in May before the mastectomy.
I have missed the Pinky so much, but I have been so proud of her daily entries. She has really kept the chronicle going and obviously has done a much better job than I. It’s so nice that our readers get her first hand accounts. I have enjoyed so much reading everyone’s comments! I will be back to cover the last chemo!
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February 4, 2010
This is a very exciting day for The Chronicle because it will finally be united with its muse and inspiration, Lady Lisa. The following week will showcase first hand accounts of Lisa’s breast cancer battle. I am excited to spend this week with my mom, its been a month since I have seen her and its hard not being with her during this time. As we all know she is a courageous and brave woman, but I need to see her with my own eyes to make sure all these reports are true. Also, it has been almost two weeks since the Chronicle’s birth, which feels like a fitting time to visit the Pink Lady herself.
The Chronicle’s apologies, but traveling has made this report brief but the week ahead promises many in-depth reports and exhilarating photography so without further a due the Lisa account.
Lisa shaved the last bit of hair yesterday. A woman from Carter Barnes made a house call for the special occasion. This ingenious stylist not only helped shape Lisa’s hair but the wig’s as well. I do not think Lisa will be having anymore Cafeteria incidents. The stylist cut the wig to fit Lisa’s face better. I have been told it looks so natural and cute that no one would know she is wearing a wig. This is a huge statement coming from the lady who the day before was over wigs and on to hats. She is now wearing the wig under her new caps. The cowboy hat that her dear friend Jane bequeathed to her is a favorite combo. I am sure she will also wear the scarf & wig ensemble much like Thelma & Louise. The new wig cut is an exciting new addition to her growing closet of head outfits though Lisa proves everyday she needs none to be beautiful. The image on the left by her daughter Cubby is an example of how cute Lisa looks with very few strands.
Lisa is still miraculously feeling well with lots of energy and spirit, which she praises the Lord for. Her mouth sores are bothersome at times, but she is battling on. Thank you for all the comments we have received. She loves reading them every night. Your encouragement and prayers are much appreciated. Please continue to comment, she loves and reads every single one.
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